If you are tempted to cheat, you
are probably more intelligent and have a social or political intelligence
that wants a level playing field when it comes to the so-called
"war between the sexes." Many women simply have a simmering
resentment toward the patriarchy that sometimes explodes in a desire
to "do what men do to women." Unfortunately although the
motivation is noble, you are still stooping to conquer.
Cheating or threatening to cheat is also a way to raise the "stakes"
in your relationship. This is because as women we know that a man
wants what he cannot have or cannot bear the thought of losing something
(even if he doesn't really want it!)
Of course if you have just met someone online and are trying to
make yourself more desirable by describing your potential for infidelity,
all you may do is cause resentment and jealousy. On the other hand,
this could also backfire on you as he could lose respect for you
by thinking of you as a slut in his mind, or you could give him
an easy way out if he really doesn't want the relationship in the
first place.
Possibly the number one reason that women cheat on a long distance
relationship is because their relationship is lacking a kind of
intimacy. Not just physical intimacy, but also emotional intimacy.
Your partner may simply refuse to "share his feelings"
with you so you are going elsewhere to practice your nurturing skills
and satiate your hunger for attention.
Your urge to cheat also might be caused by a well-known biological
factor. Quite simply, you are lustier when you are ovulating. When
a woman ovulates, brain chemicals and hormones might convince you
that even the most unattractive of ape-like men is worthy of your
sexual favors. So if you do feel like cheating, check your calendar
to see what time of the month it is.
If you did cheat and you still want your long distance relationship
to continue, you should consider why you cheated. Were you high
or drunk? Were you out for revenge? Trying to create jealousy? Is
this problem a pattern in your relationships? No matter what the
reason it is important to accept responsibility for your actions
and not blame him for your actions. Nobody can MAKE you do anything.
Cheating is a matter of choice, not desperation.
If you do decide to tell him everything, start out by offering
heartfelt apologies. Think of the way you'd prefer to hear this
kind of harsh news. Needless to say, no matter how well you explain
or apologize, you may not be forgiven. Expect that your partner
will most likely be sad or angry or dump you.
My personal opinion is that if you are a woman and you are cheating,
then you are not in love with your partner. You are best to be honest
with him so both of you can move on.
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